at that one point i broke down cuz he said when we were together for the first 6 months, he still have feelings for her and it was stronger than he was with me. broke down crying, it really hurts. after that he just reassured me, comfort me and hug me. telling me it was already the past, i asked him if he saw her now would he have any feelings towards her? honestly. he said no. relieved? maybe, im not even sure. now whenever he goes back to his hometown i feel insecure again.
i don't like her and never will. after crying and talking we settled down. then hunger strikes the both of us. so we cooked for ourselves. i love it if we cook together :3 we cooked fried chicken and i ate with my hands for the 1st time! :3 cepat kenyang oh! if my nails weren't that long i would enjoy it fully! love love spending time with him so so sooo much.
iloveyoujerk ;3
