some day

1st, bestfriend text me say we go out la.

but last2 no reply.

2nd, another bestfriend say wanna come get her cardigan at my place

but no text.

i know i shouldn't get pissed cuz of little things

but this is like... kna left hanging.

and i was excited to see them for nothing.

sakit hati but nevermind la.

note to self :

don't get your hopes up so much.

gonna work tomorrow

since i sleep so much today idk if i could sleep tonight :/

he's gonna go back kampung this sunday

another month can't see him.

but he'll be working, thats good :)

guess thats all for now.

need to change my url so it ain't obvious for people to find my blog haha

Relaaaax

went to pay for sem 2 this morning and came to his place
napped till 2pm. ngeeeh
dapao stuff back, had lunch.

on9 napped again around 5 till 6.
sleeeeep oni :/
woke up had a bath.

nothing much, also another day wasted.
was watching Drive, he ody download before the movie even started.
was fcking BORING. no story at all
SUDDENLY, "she" texted him

can i just kqhwrh2309u0r9249u3th3v c84y05923409n048
ry38bryx98748cgijicidmcowu450358852i9rjpjexkjofno84u503gisldawe
lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
relax relax relaaaaaaaaaaaax relaaaxxx
sempat he play2 with me.
haih, please understand my insecurities bhaaaa.

dunno wanna do what now
i think i should sleep.
hmmm

Out at night

Went to the get to get Joey vaccinated and came back home

sleep back!

woke up around 12+

another awesome sleep!

went down ate and obsess with my FF7 again the whole afternoon.

Bainon text me dinner at Sailor's tonight since its her bday :)

but she wasn't feeling the bday mood :(

i can see she tries to be happy

everyone has those days,

but its okay everything will be alright.

like her quote by Victoria Holt,

"Never regret. If its good, its wonderful. If its bad, its an experience."

have to be strong bebeh! :)

finally met Tasha after soooo long!very true.

had a quick chat and laughed

came back my place to get movies.

they went back afterwards.

She hugged me sooo tight i can barely breathe

it looks like she really wanted a hug so what the heck :)

The rain

I don't like the rain recently

its scary!

strong wind with lightning and thunder.

i said my life flash before my eyes in my previous post right?

and also those thoughts of whats gonna happen to us like it happened in Japan, Philipines

and other places.

got really terrified :/

heavy rain and our place electricity have been on off

for the past 2 days. i don't like!

very scary! i don't like the dark! :(

gonna play my FF7 to kill time later since love also busy his games.

ngehe :3

worst ever.

In the middle of the night suddenly heavy rain with thunder and lightning

woke me up from my sleep and scare the hell out of me.

no current again, was soo hot. fyi, my room is like a hot oven without my aircond.

so i try to force myself to sleep and pray in my heart

that everything will be alright

my life literally flash before my eyes.

if not mistake the storm was from Philipines

and it came here. really scary!

i couldn't sleep anymore around 5 to 6am.

suddenly fell asleep again but still no current

was all sweaty, i didn't like it at all.

woke up from the heat and knowing its 10:30am

NO CURRENT YET

i was so damn pissed, called mum and tell her to complain.

after she called immediately have current back.

WTF is with them!?!? if we don't complaint then they wont give us our electricity la nie!?

PUKIMA BTL.

well, the weather was just nice but cloudy

it started to get dark around 4:30 and it rain again.

hopefully tonight wont be like that nymore

and don't balik2 no current bha.

sda la panas, jgn lg bkin panas bha! -quote cikgu Rahman

i realized Joey has been howling for nothing sometimes.

hmm.

Dad came home very early today, and told me gonna bring Joey to vaccine tmrw.

alright why not.

hmm should i work every weekend? still can't decide.

gonna work this weekend and next though.

we'll see.

Depression.

Woke up at 1 today, was an awesome sleep.

went down to check on Navy, he still look miserable and i fed him some glucose water.

he suddenly look VERY skinny and his saliva non-stop cmg down.

so i kinda brace myself.

till afternoon he was still fine.

when lil bro cam back and he knock on my door.

"Navy passed away"

i was WHAT!? he was fine this morning!?!?

depressed but i didn't cry idk why :(

i really didn't know what to do so i turn to my grandma.

she say put in a bag and throw it out.

WHAT?! you can't throw out animals!! D;

was sooooooooooo depress but what can we do.

grandma gave me a bag and we put him in.

ofcourse i was wearing gloves, he was bleeding from his ass OMG! D;

this was a picture of me and him. :(

i told my maid to help me she also said he was fine awhile ago but now... *sigh*

He was a very hyper and smart doggie. so much smarter than Joey. :(

so sad man so sad.

went to bath immediately after done with Navy.

an hour later. NO CURRENT. gah annoying la.

no current for 2 hours, in that 2 hours bro bawa us go kedai minum.

came back, current was back on.

been playing FF7 on the psp for the whole day trying to figure out how to get going.

and now im stuck again! continue tmrw la :/

customizations

I like it colourful

even though its kinda ugleh :p

heh

Hello Again ;)

Hello again blogger.

i use to be close to you, but since tumblr and twitter got to me so sorry.

Mummy's back now and ready to update you again! :D

might not be that active, cuz im freakin lazy :p

but will still layan you mah.

well then, gtg now. continue editing me page :)