in KL

woke up at 4:30got ready and headed

to penang airport

plane left early and we also arrive early

got to KL around 8 got a bus to go KL central

took us an hour and half

found a taxi

the driver was a dick head

got to the airport around 11

went to meet up with sis and her friend

went to have lunch and walk

walk walk and walk

everyone was very tired

so they went back early

i stick around my sis the whole day to walk

times square finish walking around 6

they went to do their hair

after that meet up with parents and bro

to go eat at pavillion

ate walk around a lil then went back to the hotel

Day 2

woke up and we took monorail

and ktm to mid valley

walk walk walk walk and shop shop shop shop

very tired as hell

found a vintage lil store

OMG the accesories are adorable!

and very expensive :/

finish walking around at 6 plus jg

and walk to the train station and

waited more than half an hour for it

got back around 8 plus

we havent even ate dinner

mum wanna wash her hair

ARGH

she's thinking wanna go shops again adeh!

i broke it to her we're tired we're wet and starving hello!!

got to a near by chicken rice shop

sdala halal ask lg " casau kah that?" ada casau kah?"

adeh! ==

got back around 9:30

we were out for 12 hours

so now finally got to updat and watch

some tv sleeep early

tmrw go Genting

wake up early lagi goodness ==

sooo goodnight peeps!

Been busy

havn't got the chance to online long

finally though

was in penang for 3 days

and now am in KL going around

shopping and now our bags are kinda overweight

haha! can't shop so much anymore

well its enough for me though

left need to buy is lens for me and sam :/

Day 2 in Penang

wake up early to go breakfast

followed uncle mike to run some errands

then rode a ferry to Penang island

was awesome! view are very nice and cooling air :D

sampai the island

went to all the tourist places

butterfly farm, buddhist temple, and penang hill

all in a day

love the butterfly farm, it was pretty with

all the butterflies flying around :D

the buddhist temple was kinda scary

i don't dare to take so much pictures

got that fear i also dunno why

had laksa for lunch and also porridge

not really into the laksa but i love ze porridge :D

penang hill later on the in the evening

fck ass brother so kima

gave him my bitch ass attitude

bha trus he post in fb bha. HAHAHAHAHA

childish

had bak kuh teh for dinner with uncle mike and his family

again delicious

have been eating junk since yesterday

juuunnnnkkk oni

bro and dad had to crap haha!

back to the hotel around 9:30

finally bathed and resting

tmrw will go out awhile

today walk around ody so tired

die la when we go KL ==

tahan la, exercise jg parents said

enough la for today

ciao :)

day 1 in Penang

woke up at 9, had breakfast

packed a lil and head out to another brunch at fortuna

eaaat again but light

head off to terminal 2 and waited

sat for 2 hour and 45 min flight

really pening whole way

delayed 20 min and arrived at penang at 4

Uncle Mike is a relative if not mistaken

drove us around went to have dinner

awesome dinner, but sakit perut after that haha

went to uncle mike's place awhile

then went to hotel

settled down and went to have supper lagi

gila makaaaaan ja

before jalan our room door couldn't lock

aik? so ask the receptionist to check

mmg couldn't terpaksa change room

adeeehhh but we put all our stuff out and settled

at least they dnt charge extra cuz its their fault

after moving went to have supper and they talk2

gawd it felt like forever

finish then balik now updating

and mum very fast fall aslp and start snoring

apa lg dad die la tonight, dunno can sleep o not

and theeeennnn

nothing la, should sleep

tmrw's gonna be a long day, and its perfect to distract myself

nights

hello :)

went out together

he go college, i go old school :)

Today 22nd november :)

woke up at 10 plus and waited for bainon

going to take school year book our year pnya!

got there, ckgu Cindy in charge of the book ain't there!

damn but they say she's otw la

she came and we asked

damn she forgot to bring the list who sda bayar!

yeeerrrrr

she say balik tmrw but im not here!

if can i asked sam and tasha to help me take :(

followed them after that cuz bainon had something else to do

im sorry guys! :(

i feel so guilty :(

went to wawasan to have lunch

and Tasha send me back, i wanna patak minyak but she refuse

yeeeeeeee i feel sooooooo guilty for having her drive me home

cuz she wanna go back KK again, IM SORRY!

she dnt let me patak minyak but belanja her makan if we meet again.

ooh okaaay ><

got back on9 kejap

dad blame me for playing internet games

EXCUSE ME

since when i play internet games man!!

ofcourse if lil bro and cousin

geez they play more than i do

if i play pun i dnt play internet gamesss geeez ==

had a nap and got a call from love

ooops forgot to tell him im home safely ><

was half asleep lg tu haha sorry love!

woke up around 5:30

and not blogging stomach making sounds already

dinner now, gonna pack later :)

Yesterday

woke up early morning to study

gawd couldn't get anything in my head

thinking oh gawd im dead==

but during exam had a lil help :p

if yoiu know what i meant hehe

hope i pass! :/

trus pass information to friends

whaaat? ain't sharing is caring? hahahahaha

late finish HTM and told miss Tania im taking hers

in the afternoon, went to segama to buy the fabrics

very damn heavy! another plastic to carry

so much junk

was carrying 1 for DnD, 2 for all my clothes shoes books

3 for the fabrics

after that went to kopitiam to have lunch

went to take exam immediately

since miss say as early as possible

bha 1pm ody masuk and take

nasib! but finish too early

ingat i can't finish fast skali terlampau awal

deeeeeiiiii

took bus to cp to do my hair

i thought it takes an hour buy less than half an hour

DAMN lg la bnyk masa

went to bodyshop after that

spent an hour and half there with Ashley

i wanted to have the colour she's wearing but she

suggest me to make retro look well, okay!

i like the RED lipstick :3

but still i love bodyshop make up ever since i worked :D

after that took taxi to Promonade, PROM! :D

was the 1st one there other than the commities. yee malu sy

lama2 everyone came

took pictures immediately haha

got to take a picture with Aaron, haven't taken one for years!

the performance was awesome!!

CSL sang and his voice makes me MELT!

HAHAHAHAHA his voice is completely and utterly AWESOME

cannot stop looking at him when he performs HAHAHAHA

BUDU

and the lencturers are awesome in dressing up! lawak btl

majority had fun la :)

went to his place after that, while walking up

3 blocks of people living there shouted that Malaysia won in football

hahahaha gila la

masuk rumah trus kna puji, eeeehhh kembang sy :p

very tired walking in heels

the food was not bad but x kenyang laa :/

perut trus bbunyi before we tdr

pnya i malu!!!! he dgr lg tuu astagaaaaaaaaaaaaa

so he sorta force me to eat but eat la jg cuz lapar kan :p

im gonna crave for what he cook for me later on nie ngeeeeh

:3

Emotional yet happy day :)

So the day started off emotional

say this status of his make me like wondering and worrying whats gonna happen

so sorta ask him about it

and it went the other way

if you know what i mean :/

this is cause of what happened few days ago

but everything turn out okay

just too much thoughts

he will always be my one and only :)

was raining, thinking omg cannot go out la nie :(

but it stopped! :D

went out had lunch at SR

i put the thought of the grilled chicken in him

we were both super hungry so HAHAHAHA

lawak la bgila about food food food

he also makin gemuk

enjoying his free wifi :)

after lunch went to walk around

theres this annoying habit of ours

when we have the money, we don't know what to buy

when we don't have that money, we wanna buy everything we can think of

budu oh tau! annoying nie this habit :/

but i bet we're not the only one la

bought sims3! hope it works ><

went around to look for good saloons

and found one, quiet expensive but they say can finish the job in an hour

OH! trus make appointment yes yes!

hopefully can save time :/

got back it rain really heavy

we had to run home in the rain, so got wet

then lama2 it got REALLY heavy

look what happened

sampai masuk rumah bha!

goodness me i couldn't even get home :/

waited for the water to subside and can ody!

but on the way home also teruk :/

trafic jam and the flood is really bad!

only four wheel drive can drive through

most small cars got stuck and couldn't get through

kcian them :(

dad say we haven't had this kind of flood for almost 15 years

wow :/ this is the 2nd worst flood in kk

x tau la true or not hmmm

suppose to study bha nie ==

but im writting my novel

ngeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh

well gtg, wanna install my sims :D

another whole day out

college early morn

and started the last bit of our assignment with Kim

the audio ==

found background and done script

we were counting on Hui to record and transfer

but she busy so couldn't wait nymore

wanna get it done asap

borrowed a friend's phone instead

started recording

damn my voice so fcking bida ==

we were too neutral dunno how to improve it

till Hui say try smiling while talking

OH! it works! thank you Hui! hahahaha

much better! but couldn't burn!

Kim say she try burning tonight

dunno she okay with it or not

she's already done so much :(

im trying to do as much for her as possible

ofcourse how can we leave everything to her.

hope she okay with it laa

ask mum to pick me up afterwards

and went to lunch with her collegues

all the aunty seen me grow up since young so know them very well :)

went to indian shop to have lunch and i LOVE the nasi briyani!

DELICIOUS bhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

all the aunty2 keep looking at me been saying

" you look so much better now, not as skinny as last time "

i go to mum's office also kna ckp

yeee dnt bha kembang sy :p

but bgs maintain la and don't loose control in eating

stress planning for 21st man.

shhit oh

i have exams till maybe 3 plus then rush to saloon to do my hair

Hui says it takes about 2 hours

fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hopefully they fast la cuz need to do make up again

aiyaaaaaa :/

budget again kima.

need to get more cash from parents if can

no more money for shopping in KL la nie :(

suan liao laaa

after work mum made appointment at karamunsing capital

for facial, that shop its new and got promotion so try

it was okay, the lady is nice :D

her chinese is SO good! even though she's sino

very2 good! she's friendly :) i likey

my nose feel so flawless now, knun

HAHA i have blackheads issues so don't mind me

went to bodyshop also during mum's lunch break

she wanna get her bday voucher at wawasan plaza

Lyanny!!! :D so long haven't seen her

yeeee she still so pretty :O

bought herself a mascara, i recomended her the one i like again tu haha

can curi2 use hers then :p

i need a CAR! :O

i say that now later lain tu haha

haven't talk to him yet.

dunno what to talk about or how to start

hmmm still sakit hati la

but trying to put it aside :(

got back around 8 plus was so tired :/

walk here and there and bought myself new launderey!

hahahaha if any of those reading get what i mean >3

guess thats all?

im typing a novel man ==

kthxbye :D

Fine

till i got pissed off of him for not going to college

yea sure its wtf, and telling me not to care?

fine then.

its bad enough have this audio to deal with

and no CD burning software

stress is added

how can one bare so much.

couldn't stand the anger and stress so had to cry this shit out

texted and call me saying sorry

but was still cold to him

im just wasn't in the mood and after what you said

you think i can just let it slide

telling me not to care is pushing me away.

enough

get some sleep if could

tmrw will be another busy day

gonna distract myself.

nights

Kitty kitty meow meow :3

when i was at his place, he went out to see if Lun2 arrive o not and

this lil angel look at him like this while he was

on the phone. AAAAWWWWW

look at that innocent face! i call ze kitty "meow" trus look at me like this

YAAAAAHHHH :3

this is me Wazzy

she's a bitch thats one thing

haha people sayang her she bite and scratches

bad kitty! >:(

im a cat lover so diam! haha

Simple and nice

was doing my assignment half way and hubby called

miss call 4 times hahaha

ask to kluar with Lun2

sure? he okay with it?

yeah why not he said

okaaay! :D

they picked me up

and went to Lintas cyber awhile for their Dota

went to get money in gaya street and went to suria for

9:30pm movie Tower Heist

not bad, its a comedy so quiet funny also la

suprisingly not awkward with Lun2

he's friendly and nice in a way hahaha

sot2 also la all his friends are.

i like :) bkin ketawa and open bha

itu yg syok!

well got class in the morning

will be going to bed soon

goodnight :)

His Birthday :)

didn't really do anything on this day of his

well its fair bcuz he didn't really do anything for me on my bday

haha

but i did thought of buying a cake but

Cidney gave a better ideas instead of cake

so bought him Big Apple

but 3 sja la :D

after class went to his place knun celebrate

but teda la haha

i went nuts wanna geli him

and i laugh non stop for no reason

hahahahahaha sampai kna pukul budu!!

did wish him 5 mins after midnight haha

hmm i remember my bday last year was a disaster

well not completely

kna blanja by someone at 1B

recently been listening to Bruno Mars - It will rain

new song and i love it idk why :D

its so meaningful bha to me la

downloaded a few disney movies from my childhood

Cinderella, The Incredible, Mulan

and looking for some others

like Lady and the Tramp, Beauty and The Beast, Sleeping Beauty

hmmm apa lagi..

all the Disney ones la i love my childhood :D

unlike the kids nowadays

they not only don't watch what we watch last time but

even advance than how we were last time

one 10 yr old kid has a phone

when i was 10 i had a toy phone!

so this is how our parents feel when they see our generation

i see i see. hahahaha

nothing much to update

need to study for my finals next monday

damn! and assignment not finish!

especially the audio thing ISH!

Thursday might be sleeping over at sam's place

and finish the costumes.

thats all i think

chiao :)

nothing

amazingly mum let me test drive her car

saturday night drove to church and drove to his place.

and today drove to D-junction and parking lg

haha

i really need her car on the 21st but noooo

==

am still grieving over the not owning that dress

haih

mcm minta puji sjaa.

haha

went to D-junction to have lunch

it was Hui's niece's bday

we ate and left cuz basically know no one there except hui

got home and watched X-men first class

napped and on9 like hell

while tmrw is quiz.

die :D

Dissapointed

i thought about it again taking that dress

bincang with him

ofcourse he's okay with it infact encourage me to get it

but budget bha!

i still need to buy lens and slipper thats all

for cosplay, mntau they cnt bank in to us how wanna help them buy?

sam also low in budget dy,we bought our own fabric ody that

left theirs :(

then i need to do my hair again on DnD

haiyaaaa stress oh

he really did encourage me to buy

since have enough but i keep hesititating

on that decision

suppose to go KK to see the dress but x jadi :(

he wasn't feeling well

sedih oh

dunno how,

wanna get money from parents pun macam susah if can i get from them

try la. :(

well if cannot i'll just wear my other dresses.

cmon money! fall from the sky eh.

hahahaha

brought my Tea Tree set to their place

haha him and his friend got pimples everywhere

i brought in the right timing ;)

DAMN! i left my pants there! no wonder mcm something missing.

yeeeee

me and sam stress out bout the cosplay

haih, wish they can cooperate with sam

i won't be here for a week :(

if tmrw's function habis awal i can go her place and help her

asap.

wait for me saaaaam! :O

early today

got to college early

followed mum

sat with Leis and Hazel they all

Hui came in afterwards

and with the scary and bad mood face

omg! me and zel also what happen!? ><

takut nie wanna talk to her :(

so i try asking

her look makes me wanna cry!

idk why but i just wanna cry when i saw her that time :'(

at the same time thinking did i do anything wrong?

my gawd what did i do!?!?

whenever any of my friends ignores me i would think like that

cuz it happened before so i dnt like that feeling

eventually i would loose them :(

haih, hopefully she's okay, so worried

:'(

got home early in the afternoon

went to have lunch with mum and back

watch the last few episodes of Law of Ueki and done!

took a nap

assignment trus

thinking i better finish this shit befor deadline and finals

need to study and need to do alot for cosplaying too

got my gaji ody though

but mcm not enough GAH

:(

That moment of flashback

Suddenly having flashbacks

about...that person mostly

miss him suddenly

hmmm

i also miss Brigett :(

she's a friend of mine in Ranau

not close but still i miss her :'(

just dunno what am i feeling right now.

hmmm :'/

i want :(

really wanna put my desktop background this picture

haih but noooooo my family have to be close minded

:3

no cheesy lines, just :3

Tired but enjoyed very much :)

Saturday went out with the gang!

picked up Leisa along to sam's place

a throny plant terkena my leg omg! so gatal!

played with them doggies awhile

Mickey ( the pup i ever gave sam ) grow up ody!

so big oh! just like ze mama :3

so waited for sam to get ready

had a long chat with Leis about alot of stuff haha

catch up ;)

went up to get sam cuz it was kinda late

but we made it to ctmall and gather everyone

went to segama and find fabrics but

all the shops close cuz of hari raya

haiyaaaa!

i feel bad sam have to drive us up and down

in the end we went to megalong and bought our stuff

found what we've been looking for

but the fabrics have to go survey again.

this week this week.

hopefully gaji masuk tmrw!

i need it for ticket, dress, fabrics, accessories, argh!

bnyk la! i dnt think enough for shopping at KL

uhuuuu :'(

bought a pink wig though! HAHAHA

i look so funneh, but sam say with all the make up and lens

people won't notice, true jg hehe

can't wait oh!

she also posted something about our shoes, so hard oh!

but we will do it jg! :D

hopefully it'll be worth it

but overall we'll have fun :D

can't wait can't wait! :3

we still haven't found our Naruto yet!

hopefully Jazz can help. please please ><

got home and rush to bath and pack to go to his place

he's finally back from ranau! :3

spent time together finally

went out today and watch " In Time "

it was okaay, nice also la :)

alot of girls obviously all come to see Justine Timberlake

cuz he's the main character

went for a lil shopping and went home

was so tired

sister came over for dinner

after dinner i rush to my lappy

cuz it was formatted ody by love

need to install this n install that lg. ngeeeh

so yeah here i am

bought Johnny English for parents to watch

since they like Rowan Atkinson so much

haha

okay la thats it, pictures of us in the next post ;)

some friends

another so call friend play with my weakness again

pukima

how can i even call them my friends

when they should know what scares me the most

she send me this link saying like knun

skali its a bloody girls face

scare the hell out of me

ofcourse im pissed

yeah im afraid of ghost or bloody stuff

don't ever fcking expect me to be nice to you if you ever do that to me

i don't care who

very close friends or relatives

you play with my weakness

please get out of my life

unexpected day

short pants to college today! :D

1st time and finally!

so annoyed wearing jeans and i don't like haha!

picture taken by Liaw with Adeline's phone :3

sam asked if i was free, ngam2 finish class

so waited for her awhile and waited till all of them jalan

jalan kaki to suria and met up with sam

had lunch and chatted alot today

hmmm good mood?

well since suria has nothing to walk just walk ja la

haha

sam bought a dress and bought nail polish together

and some other stuff

bored out of our minds went to the beach while waiting for sabby

went to but manggo!

but we x puas hati cuz kna simpan wrong powder and not enough

ngeeeeh biar la

we enjoyed the beautiful sunset!

it was awesome :3

i love it so much, if only our ocean ain't brown

that spoil. heh

3rd of the month again :)

after watching Batman Dark Knight last night

around 11:30pm it was AWESOME!

ngam2 he called

i look at the time, wooo it almost time he forgot nie >D

yes he always forget our day sometimes he remember jg that

and sometimes i pandai forget jg hahahaha

so we're even. ;)

we talked on the phone for 1 1/2 hour man

i can't believe we haven't talk for so long on the phone!

on the phone only, in person can talk as much as we want :3

when 12:01 strike i wished him

he cari calender lagi and check

DEI NA! since when i forget hahaha

he suddenly ask this question uhm

" have you ever fallen for someone while we were together? "

i say NO :)

" what if you found someone better than me? litterally. "

this i really dunno how to answer him

but i would still stay with him :)

plus no one would ever like someone like me bha

look at me ==

im not pretty and i don't have a good personality

i don't dress as pretty as those kind of girls

no make up and don't forget BRACES!

then he say " after take off braces banyak tu nanti "

oh sure, wait till i take off my braces la kan

in like 5 years maybe? thanks for making me feel better

haha

seriously, im the invisible bestfriend type

like you see those 2 bestfriends together right

and all the guys always look to your pretty bestfriend

as if the other doesn't exist

thats how i feel all the time

in college and with my other friends

am just not those type of girls :/

well hope im not alone.

anyways! 15th month! its already november

and his bday is in 12 days!

what to do for him!?!?

last years was a bummer hahahaha

suprise yang SANGAT kuyak >3

really dunno what to get him and do for him.

hmmm

will think of it sooner or later la :)

Happy 15th Monthsary darling

I love you ;)

Happy Birthday mum :3

Mum is now 57 years old! :D

and sis teringat she was 60

how could you! haha

nothing much just dinner with family at home

except bro ain't here, he outstation hmmm

:)

Disrespectful!

cousin's wedding today

only me and mum went

others were busy

suddenly dad texted and ask whats happening

and he suddenly insulted saying that it was crap and it was a bore

EXCUSE ME

i immediately no mood and was very pissed

mum say to him that it was only a blessing

SO WHAT!? you don't have to say it like that and be so fcking disrespectful!

Elly's wedding was also a blessing!

did any of us being disrespectful!?

fuck you very much

yeah i don't mind cursing my dad

cuz he is the disrespectful, unreasonable judging kind of person

you don't deserve my mum i tell you

even if its not my place to say but excuse me la

i really need him since it happened

i wanna get out of the house so badly

i never liked staying at home

tension and stress

i really want mum to get me a car asap so i can get out of here

i just wanna be with him right now :(

A day to remember :)

today is 1/11/2011

and it falls on the day of my cousin's wedding :)

look at the treats! it was awesome! :D