Exausted

continue working after that off day of mine. today sales ain't so good for me. SAM CAME! made me happy as heck! :3 got the jacket from her and sadly i can't go to her new years eve party due to work and no transport. if ada transport i would go kejap and even bawa him. buuutttt :/ suddenly Tasha also came with her mum today! ooh! surprise surprise. they came to get their bday stuff for her mum.

OMG! today came the most adorable and irresistable family! org putih who has two daughters one older one younger but the eldest is only 5! and they stay in china! they speak chinese!! SO CUTE!! you should have seen their faces! they were waiting outside TBS for their dad to buy stuff we keep looking at them and admiring their cuteness! oh my gosh!!they play in the middle of the walkway and every stranger can't resist the cuteness of them also but to just touch them!! and the mum is okay with it. this is why i love org putih, VERY FRIENDLY!

today at work they made me laugh till i cry, hilarious as fck!! hahahahaha and after work went to tg aru for supper, saja2 wanna go they say. very tired, tmrw got the feeling kna marah nie cuz my sales ain't good enough :/ so ate and stomach immediately don't feel well. felt better a bit after drinking water. better get some rest tmrw also need to wake up early haih. 3 more days tahan tahan :/

Happy yet suddenly..

yesterday served japanese lady and her two daughters! i was so nervous in talking to her in japanese for the 1st time in years! Ah Lun and his customer tekejut hahahahaha surprise! i speak japanese too and gonna learn more soon :3 she bought stuff also i was so happy and they say i got 2% commission also so i counted and ask is this really my commission? really? MINE? cuz it was ALOT compare to other outlet i worked at. really need to earn more also, need to pay off something and give parents also need to keep some for myself. hmm kinda stress though :/

get through it and we're all happy! :) off day today so got to sleep till noon, went to pay off college fees and went to his place. finally got to spend time with him :3 BUT i had to go down 7E for awhile, it was raining so i stopped by the bus stop for shelter, try calling him no answer cuz it was fcking raining == sda la was sneezing since i was home, screw him so kinda got worst felt like a slight fever, blurry vision and tiredness. gaaah hate the feeling of being sick. screw that, love gave me a panadol though to at least make this sick temporarily go away.

had a quick nap, it felt like hours! but it was only 30 min. == dad picked me up and talked about whats the CNY plan for next year and talk about the delicious food at relatives place where it is always a tradition to go. CAN'T WAIT! :3

what else, OH! Iris gotz new puppies!!! my dalmation just gave birth to four adorable PUPS!!! MEOW!!! but sadly need to sell sis say :( OH! and so fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuu sis got a galaxy s 2 herself and when i ask wheres her HTC, bil is using DAMN!!!!!! ffffffuuuuuuuuuu i really wanted her HTC :( but cousin is sellin his for below 200 but sony :/ its okay la asal better than the one im holding. ngeh

guess thats all to update, 4 days to go before i finish working, 5 days to school. fml goodnight<3

OT today

overtime today, in cp meaning i only go in work in the afternoon so i got to sleep till noon!! :D syok! so tried on my lens since my eyes feel fresh. attempted a few times early morning but very gatal my eyes :/ dnt like the feeling but today i wore it the whole day like nothing! :D so eye shadow and drawing done by two of my collegue.

Katik tell me to scrub my face so i did just now plus mask i feel so SMOOTH! :D bro just came back from outstation and left me a text while i was working, i checked and he say " santa just put a present for you underneath the tree " haha i laugh i told dad about it he laugh jg haha!

we finish at 11 today, really gila la. even dad also " more and more late oh phylicia my goodness" haiyaaa what to do, terpaksa wait for everyone to finish == working on the 31st and also 1st, what to do. so gotta go now, on the phone with love :3

Hello new member of the family :)

BOBO! but very naughty and terlampau hyper active ==

Merry Christmas :)

had american breakfast made by parents to start christmas :)

working on this Christmas day, brother also so its okay. we've always have next year, and we still have cny :) all of these celebration is just another normal day bha actually. sales trus very slow! ketawa si mother hahahaha jahat oh, yea la jg cuz yesterday everyone reach 15k plus every store. got home and got present, one from parents which is a slipper bought from KL i yg pilih pun haha! then sis got me this cute lil kitty night dress :3

i love!! hehehe so cute :3 i was wishing for a phone but this will do haha! had a bit of turkey and mushroom soup for supper and now blogging. he say he want to have a girl best friend, aren't i one? :/ broke my heart there. i use to thought of having a guy best friend too but none, he's the only one. nothing big also just..dunno. sore throat still going and laptop keyboard is being a bitch.

thank you and Goodnight ;)

again?

so today was fun at night, everyone buat lawak yg teda2. hahaha one of the male collegue Ah Vun has "wives" in the store, im wife number 4. HAHAHAHAHA Floe go and ask me, " dia sda ada 3 bini ko sudikah untuk terima dia as your husband?" i laugh like hell hahahahaha! i say "kalo sy sudi dia sda husband kedua sy." HAHAHAHAHA i notice he doesn't touch me, if he does he mcm x brani. but the other girl he touch sampai the waist la and all hahaha! takut kah Vun? >D

i love this team la, eventhough stress if i work there sometimes especially that one person very bkin panas. i rest lunch and dinner with Lun, another male staff. had a good chat with him also got to know him and her sis who i work with at wisma also :)

nothing to do so chatted with Shelby and i guessed everyones age, cuz im curious and i never ask haha! well nothing much today, pok kai adala haha diiieeeee. haven't paid for next sem laaa, have to pay during my off day asap :/ itu pun 29th, last min arh ==

gonna stress in the next sem, comfirm! we have 6 subjects and can tell assignments will blow our mind. afraid there'll be conflict between me and him, idk why but i got that feeling hmm weird :/ he balik ranau odddyyy! he did visit me yesterday at work but i was so blind i walk pass him. im so wtf oh! i didn't notice untill they say "tuu! tuu" ah? heran la i turn back, wtf i walk pass him without knowing its him. ass man haha kcian Floe tiba2 got migrane, so help her urut her head trus she feel syok haha lama ody i didn't urut. same comment jg tangan kecik tp kuat haha. BESA LA! >D

now worst, having sore throat. maybe cuz i laugh and scream too much. i had to scream while greeting if not they can't hear my voice. oh greaaattt == drink ice lemon tea la tmrw and buy fishermanfriend. am tired, heck im always tired! == oh well

Goodnight and Merry Christmas my dear readers :3

Few more days

one and a half week to go till i finish working, so fcking tiring and stress. i greeted a few customers but they didn't hear me greet they just take the customer without asking me even if i approach them they assume the customers are theirs. very stress trus i malas wanna layan dy, wanted to cry dy while working. i just stand and stare outside then one of them notice that but they can't see right through me HAHA

tahan few days left i only have 29th off day so working for 9 days straight am so fcking tired. my colleague is worst she has to work 12-13 days. gosh how do they stand it! i 1 week ody cannot tahan gila la. i salute them.

Had dinner with Floe, and it made me feel better cuz she makes me laugh. funny bha her.i didn't know she's married till she mention her kids. she looks so young haha and she intro me a place nice to eat but have to dapao ja la. UNCLE BOB!! sadaaaaaaaaaaaap! :D

saw Sam and Sabby but they were leaving, i try calling sabby but i tershouted >< the management heran wat happen to me hahahahaha! its inappropriate to shout in the store i balik2 say sorry ><

well nothing much happen just stress, screw this shit and get it over with!!

goodnight xoxo :3

another normal day

woke up, went to work and arrived quiet late. cuz im the on-time type of person, nanti kna marah :/ nasib didn't, the others lg lambat ngeeeh. didn't really have much customers and not much rest during dinner time cuz bnyk org :/

on the way home dad say got suprise for me, AIK? a car?? budu dream on i say to myself. then she mention my sister, PUPPY!!! i gotz a new DOGGYZ! he's quiet big, mixed terrier but so CUTE!! now i noticed he's the when other dogs bark he barks type of dog. nnnnnnooooooooooooo! howl2 again adeeehhh!! how to sleep la nie. == no picture of him yet though cuz we just got him few hours ago.

thinking of changing my blog to private, can't really express my feelings here nymore. stress. but if i put private it ain't fun nymore, blog is for sharing well depends but majority it is. still considering to change to private but hmmmmm :/ trying not to care so much since basically he doesn't want me to, sure try stopping my mind then. sometimes i even think does he even care what i do in a day, never ask me how my day went or anything. okay.

eyes sleepy and tired ody. nites pepol am not really in the mood

Sorry to whoever even reads my blog

Haven't been updating ever since cuz of work and some family problem, couldn't type it out so am just apologizing. sorry people :/ i transfer from Wawasan Plaza to Cp and i started today, sales was awesome today, i made 2k! :D new record! usually it takes me few days to reach 2k but it took my this day to reach! maybe cuz everyone is looking for gifts for xmas. 4 more days to xmas, i can't attend church with family and no finish early again. what to do, i need cash nyways :/ if they ask me to work during cny, no thank you. im gonna miss my xmas am so not gonna miss my cny.

cp team are really nice, i like ;) except for this one bitch who is really pukima.== don't like at all, but the others felt like family :D especially the guys, finally im working with guys now! its so much fun :3 i finally got a day off and suppose to have a date with them Naruto geng but didn't jadi cuz of my problem :/ but He and Sam was there for me and i appreciate it so much, if i happen to loose friends i wouldn't want to loose them both they are one of my precious people i want to keep in my life. monday morning after my appointment i went to his place straight away cuz i needed some comfort and only he could give me those hugs.

he is always the best<3

they tighten my braces again!! it really hurts and whenever i eat meat it hurts like hell! i can barely eat and always having a crave to bite something even if i wanna bite IT HURTS!! bare it bare it for a few days, then i can eat mcD!! :D

gonna have to sleep now, am so beat from today and gonna wake up early again tmrw, goodznitez peoplezz<3 :)

Tired

yesterday not much to report, sales okay laa crowd very slow :/ and then todaaaaaayyy, starting from 2 plus till 6 non stop people coming in and only 3 of us jaga kedai gila la. Conny and Crystal very busy with make up, but ofcoz they layan customer also. alot of people make up alot of people buy gift so all of us PAUCHAAAAAAA :D very tiring yet worth it, i think haha.

now im completely exausted, tmrw again but the day after i get a day off tuesday will be transfering from wawasan plaza to cp :/ i don't really like la cp downstairs, theres too much staff and very strict. yea sales mmg banyak but x tau la :/

so yeah been working for 3 days now am so tired as fck. so sad. oh! Stephanie and her mum bought something from mee :D hehe! i saw someone who look alot like JC, i thought aik? isn't he somewhere the other side of the world? i look with that curious face, then the guy pass buy look at me with that curious face jg. aik???? his twin? HAHA!

i miss him, i fcking miss him!!! haven't really had a nice chat with him since i started working, trying to call him now can't! WHERE THE FCK ARE YOU????? will be hitting the hay early again tonight, too tired to even stand it.

we were suppose to close at 9:30 as always,

we had to close at 10 cuz of too much customers. TIRED :/

a very good 1st day to start with :3

as always i got there very early, like half an hour early GAWD so sleepy even slept while waiting. sedihnye. start work kejap then he call, aik? he went to wawasan to have lunch with mee, ngaaww :3 at the same time he lapar also kitai pnya budak hahaha.but grateful la he could come and teman me to eat :3 sales kinda bad yet at that branch its good enough so i'll just go with the flow. Lyanny so pweetty! she reminds me of Sam cuz she balik2 kasi budu me!!! shet. few min before closing we were bored out of our minds we find our customers and search their name with funny2 words, like DUNGOT. HAHAHAHAHAHA really have nie berabis we ketawa! sot2 la for 1st day :)

after work Bainon look for me go hang out with sam, its been awhile since we catch up the 3 of us. so met at yoyo we talk2 from 9:30 plus to 11, then yoyo had to close so we went to Frenz.

bidanya this pic of us hahaha, had to meet them with my work clothes and make up on but they like the art Lyanny did :D we catch up yg very catch up pnya as if we haven't met for years! padahal few months we haven't catch up with each other. so we talk about what happened in our lives and all the shit we all been through haha! as usual

they suddenly turn to me say HOW BOUT YOU? how's you and Frandher?? you never update us!! hahahahahahahaha i look at them with blurness and with the " but, but.. but.." face. they hated him for what he did to me last time but they okay with him now, as long as im happy. so i sorta update them what happened i said "when we wanted to get back together he pujuk me that he can't find other girls who love him like i do" i haven't finish sentence they ody OFCOURSE!!! HAHAHAHAHA i love these two bitches so much :3

at yoyo they help me buy, sam didn't wanna tell me but Bainon told jg hahahahahaha lawak la i try to pay her back SHE DON'T LET. yeeeeeeeee, then i ask bainon if can send me home okay i try to patak her minyak jg this one also dnt let!! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE why bha you guys this today? she say you teda enough money bha gini2 i also feel guilty nie cuz susahkan them bha always! :( but it was good having a chat with them about everything, we don't judge each other and we trust one another. i seriously love them, they are two of the best friends i ever had<3<3 :3

such a sweetheart :')

sent a number to sam since she say send her a number and she'll type what she thinks about you. so i do this out of pure bordem haha. she replied me this! omg i was so touched :')

my goodness, girl you don't have to be sorry. i'm sorry too when im not always so bright about doing things and can be a bore sometimes, you are also always there for me and you're the kindess person i've ever known! you are the best friend i could ever had, love you always! <3

kuyak

went to work today when they suppose to opened at 9:30, i arrived 15 min earlier cuz if not no transport == malas oh wake up so early. gah! a college arrived after me and say i was suppose to be working tmrw. huh?? i blur, but angeline said i start today i say to her. dunno la so went in and check, just when i already applied foundation they say i start tmrw. ngeeeeeh == miscommunication between the managers. so Connie tell me to go home la, the thing is i have no transport! nasib hubby going to college kejap so we met up.

went to Karam to get his hair cut, look at him!! FUNNY oh!! completely short ody

called ah fung when i was at TBS, nasib she was working and she dnt remember meeee! :( when i say im this friend's friend trus ingat hahahaha. well at least she recognized me :D i kept an eye on how she cut his hair, damn pro nie! for some reason he really looks like Jay Chou. haha! Ah Fung make his hairstyle also macam Jay Chou, got back home also kna ckp " JAY CHOU"! hahahahaha. teased each other for a an hour or two and had a quick nap, was so sleepy and tired. got home around 6 plus.

tmrw bru start work, sleep early la tonight :/

After

After Hobbycon waited for hubby to come with his friends say we go watch movie. alright, changed and waited for them awhile. they came and went to have dinner, and got to know his friends a lil :) bought a 9:30 ticket and waited an hour plus for it haha. doing nothing, taking pictures and chatted.

watched New Years Eve, it was awesome! i love it much ;) all the famous actor and actresses

were in it, love love love it! ;D but still was very very tired, didn't slept for almost 24 hours man. couldn't believe i tahan like hell. well after movie they sent us back, had fun ;)

stress is relieved and energy is cmg back slowly and finally get to meet him after a week. so lame man, only a week didn't see each other sda miss each other. i guess thats normal but have to tahan la

tried on my Konoha headband :3

and this is mine :3

1st and 2nd day of Hobbycon

Hobbycon is where everyone who loves anime and cosplay as the character you like. at this day we all come together to share stories meet new people and know more about anime. its what me and my friends love ever since we met so we finally decided on one of out favorite group, NARUTO! :D it wasn't completely perfect but most important of all we all had fun! we've met new and those who cosplay every year it was just plain awesome.

some may say oh cosplay is for geeks, its only cartoon why must they dress like them? oh they

look weird and funny but hye, we're doing what we love and what makes us feel confident about who are them to judge us by how we look, act and dress. stand beside and laugh go ahead, we don't fcking care cuz we love what we do ;)

1st day i didn't cosplay cuz we will be cosplaying the next day anyways and i didn't have time to think about who to cosplay as. so what the heck i'd still have fun! Sam went as Sasuke and perform a sort skit with Timothy but it wasn't complete cuz the sound had problems they didn't even noticed! very sayang la :( but what to doo. Chol cosplay as Lara Craft from Tom Rider game, Leis from an anime i forgot haha, Adriel as Ciel from Black Butler. they all look super good! :D

after the event we went to Sabby's to do the recording, we kept planing and discussing how

would it be like so we can do the timing and put them together perfectly, we couldn't finish the recording cuz we had to be somewhere else. went back to sam's to do the rest of the costumes. we didn't slept till 5 so yeaaa. we woke up at 2 hours later. we felt like shit waking up. tired and

restless, we got ourselves ready and they came helped out with everything and got ready.

we were so busy to even eat anything and my gastric finally hit, was sooo lucky that i didn't vomit. me, Deanna, Chol and Alyssa left 1st cuz we need to register. got to suria around 11:30

plus and immediately register just in time! i immediately go tapao and ate a lil. people took pictures of us while we wait for the others, they all came around noon except for Sam. she had to finish the recording if not our we cnt perform. we made it in time to give the audio. i thank God

and was so worried and happy at the same time. when i told Leis that she finish and on her way we were so happy and relieved. got to our place just in time!

we did our lil cat walk 1st before our skits. after that we had time to discuss what to do and all cuz we are the 1st to perform!! FFFFFFFFUUUUUU. after finishing our skit we feel like shit, we were off que most of the time, we think that the judges would be blur. the audio bha!! they palyed it slow! what to do, we all feel guilty for sam cuz she susah paya do the audio :( most of us

keep saying sorry to sam. but she understands cuz this is also our 1st time and we didn't

practice. if we ever do anything like this again we must plan 6 months earlier!

well we learnt our lesson. :) heres pictures of everyone :D

Today's cats ;)

my babies before i go<3

at sam's place, her kitties slept the WHOLE afternoon like this! ;D

2 days of hobbycon

tmrw starts the 1st day of hobbycon. will be going but won't be cosplaying on this 1st day.

basically today went to sam's place, again do more touch up on the costumes, wigs and record our voices. BIDA! HAHAHAHA i laugh when sam record my voice, the others pnya voices are okay. haha funny la! just record sam do the rest waa, hope okay la. we haven't practice thats the thing! Sunday last min run through. hopefully everyone okay and not panic haha. CAN'T WAIT! so excited! >3

throat is starting back again, when i thought it was gone dtg balik jg== craved for ice lemon tea but balik2 dnt have. went to church and i drove to ctmall to buy the slippers and finally, ice lemon tea! done shopping a lil, the shortest time ever shopping in Giant with mum. AMAZING! went back home trus, i drove jg. when parking in ctmall i couldn't reverse park so terpaksa change seats with mum. then she complain say i cnt even reverse park apa lg if she let me drive in kk alone. !@#$%^&* YEA LA!!==

i like to play with my mood ring hehe. we still have lots to do actually, those lil bits of touches left in the costumes and also the slipper for each one of us, damn. but almost almost. hopefully we sempat la. finish my Black Butler! but gantung nie yeeeeee.

the jerk of mine call this morning, aaaaawwww! idk why but i love it when he calls me in the morning :3 it really brightens up the start of my day :3

dad switch the internet plan, it seems faster and better. hopefully can sampai downstairs la and i should advice dad to put a pw in the wireless. ltr free2 kna use, bill would go up again then he would blame all of us who uses the internet. hmmmmm bhaaaaaaa ==

guess thats it? haha

peace!

3 days left

another day went to Sam's, this time almost everyone is there! except Alyssa though. she has class and work to come :( so we ukur everyone and see if they fit all the costumes or not. was okay la, tiring jg. also brief about the skits, hope sam can finish recording tonight la so we can all practice tmrw. again going to her place tmrw for practice and some touches on the costumes. mine is all done, just ckit lg.

takut dad will be late to pick me up cuz sam have to leave the house before 7. have to ask sam to send me home. got home, bathed, had dinner and waited for the carolers to come. the came early as expected after they sang i just went up with my Kiko and watch my Black Butler. hehe, and anime borrowed from sam and getting addicted :p

have been sneezing none stop! i don't like! my tissue almost finish nie padahal bru i replace new one. deeeiii~

shit, he found my new url. ingatkan he won't find it but noooooo. nevermind la, i know you're reading this asshole! haha i mish you, your hugs and kissses<3 but can't see him till next week when im done with everything. been so busy with the costumes and planning. im sorry love :(

i really need to use the car man since my older bro went out for outstation. but obviously he won't let me use after what happened, even parents also don't trust me == pfft whatever la

enough la im tired, tmrw will be another tiring day.

Its coming!

woke up early to go to Sam's place today,breakfast with dad and he terlanggar someone while reversing. got to sam's place at 9, even she say its early so told her tdr la i also wanna tdr hahahaha. so we tertidur at her place till noon. awesome sleep man!

bgn trus do the costumes a lil bit. goodness sam hahaha. she no mood cuz starving so we had lunch at the canteen, after that balik and do the costumes

watch Black Butler while doing it. damn how time flies! we're almost finish! so close!

hobbycon is this sunday I CAN'T WAIT. sam also can't wait! hahahaha

had bak kuh teh and maggie for dinner haha weird combination, yes. after that continue again abit and i went back around 8:30. tmrw have to go sam's place where everyone will be there, hopefully EVERYONE. to try on the costumes and rehearse the skits, really hope we win! wish us the best yo! :D

ROCK ON HOBBYCON!<3

my adorable jerk :3

first time making such an adorable face :3

CUTE OH OH MY GOSH

emo hair

i love today ;)

spent the night at his place

the night sejuk bilang syok wanna tdr and wants my hugs

hahahahahahaha pa la nie budak, shooo cute ;3

i tahan my hunger last night

malas wanna get up and susahkan him to cook for me :(

useless oh me, some wife im gonna be in the future :/

went out for some shopping and a movie

Petaling Street Warrior

funny as hell!! hahaaha Namewee soooo cute!!

i give it 10/10 jg hehe

recently more and more chinese movies are coming out

and mostly are funny! can't wait :3

went to Tong's since got sales

very cheap again tu! hehe

he got himself a nike T very nice!

after movie went back to Tong's again to find my tights

and bought Takoyaki! hehe

but he don't like, not really his taste. yyeeee SADAP pun tu ;D

voice is getting much better and better

hmph! and they tell me not to drink ice lemon tea

i drink trus okay!

amazingly i don't feel tired till we got home

good mood to jalan2 today, since got me pms running

there were turtle in suria ground floor

say something about preserving

they also have BABY turtles!! SO CUTE!!

i balik2 say "penyu!!" PENYU! ;3

had a short nap before going back

in the car bro seem bad mood :(

he say he's going outstation

haih, he won't be attending HOBBYCON!

and also one of our relative's dinner :(

pnya he dissapointed, sedih la me trus haih

his job is destroying all his events

so sorry bro. :(

in the melon board they say can check result.

OMG! trus got check praying i pass

I PASS!!!! was sooo damn nervous!

i thought i failed but saw the wrong sem pnya result XD

hahahaha

oh! read Hui's blog and someones been bu-sey~ >D

happy for this sis in law of mine! cannot stop smilling nie

hahaha finally she came out from her shell!

hope it works out, jia you!<3 :D

New winter trend make up! :D

had to paint our faces cuz its christmas! haha

but i love it :D done by Wina

Got worst

went to work yesterday

sickness wasn't that bad still can tahan

i love the new winter trend make up!

one retro colour and one for evening colour

finished at 9+ thats when my coughinb got really worst

i had to buy cold water cuz malas couldn't find normal water

and mine was finished ngeeh

had a few sip got worst BAGUS ==

pintar ko

wasn't feeling well when i got home

usually i would wanna eat when i get home from work

but i didn't feel like eating :/

on9 for awhile i couldn't stand it i tried sleeping

before that called him try out my voice

omg, pnya teruk i can barely talk

talk awhile cough till my tears came out

gawd please end this suffering

flu again

felt uncomfortable sleeping in my own room

so went to sister's room instead

her room doesn't have aircond but the fan is strong

feel more comfy staying in her room

had lots of flem and balik2 go toilet

could barely slept last night

my alarm clock went off and was still feeling teruk

told dad not going to work and texted Michelle

slept back, dad knock saying bring me go doctor

bha, soooo sleepy ==

dapau something and ate at home

watch tv awhile after that cannot tahan

went for a whole afternoon nap

was still feeling restless my goodness==

Serena ajak me out! but i couldn't sooo tired.

ish ish!

going out to bank again soon, waiting for bro noowww

tired, enough for today :/

Rare

so im back from my holiday trip

put my stuff back and had a nice bath

went to his place afterwards

he miss me so much he wanted me to go there

ofcourse i miss him much too :)

we've talk soo much about alot of stuff

then the talks led to his past and his ex

i hear that story i merajuk sda tu

then he said " its my past you don't wanna hear meh? hmm?"

kitai pnya budak

about your ex maybe not.

it hurts bha to hear who have you been and what have you done

afraid its gonna happened to me again AGAIN

he pujuk me in a cute way

suddenly he say he got something for me

" ah? what? "

" go my laci there and take "

went to his drawer and took a lil plastic

had a lil box in it, i couldn't resist the cuteness of lil things!

very simple lil gift box with my initial on a chain

yes its small, simple and it might not look like its worth much

to me its worth more than you can ever know ;)

i was sooo happy gave him lots of hugs and kisses

it means so much to me he bought me something

just the other day when i was in KL

thought of him giving me pressents, its just a thought though

and came back with this surprised in my face

very rare for him to buy me anything

such a sweetheart ;)

stared at that lil thing for a few mins later that

wore it immediately the next day :)

i love you FNCMF ;3

in KL

woke up at 4:30got ready and headed

to penang airport

plane left early and we also arrive early

got to KL around 8 got a bus to go KL central

took us an hour and half

found a taxi

the driver was a dick head

got to the airport around 11

went to meet up with sis and her friend

went to have lunch and walk

walk walk and walk

everyone was very tired

so they went back early

i stick around my sis the whole day to walk

times square finish walking around 6

they went to do their hair

after that meet up with parents and bro

to go eat at pavillion

ate walk around a lil then went back to the hotel

Day 2

woke up and we took monorail

and ktm to mid valley

walk walk walk walk and shop shop shop shop

very tired as hell

found a vintage lil store

OMG the accesories are adorable!

and very expensive :/

finish walking around at 6 plus jg

and walk to the train station and

waited more than half an hour for it

got back around 8 plus

we havent even ate dinner

mum wanna wash her hair

ARGH

she's thinking wanna go shops again adeh!

i broke it to her we're tired we're wet and starving hello!!

got to a near by chicken rice shop

sdala halal ask lg " casau kah that?" ada casau kah?"

adeh! ==

got back around 9:30

we were out for 12 hours

so now finally got to updat and watch

some tv sleeep early

tmrw go Genting

wake up early lagi goodness ==

sooo goodnight peeps!

Been busy

havn't got the chance to online long

finally though

was in penang for 3 days

and now am in KL going around

shopping and now our bags are kinda overweight

haha! can't shop so much anymore

well its enough for me though

left need to buy is lens for me and sam :/

Day 2 in Penang

wake up early to go breakfast

followed uncle mike to run some errands

then rode a ferry to Penang island

was awesome! view are very nice and cooling air :D

sampai the island

went to all the tourist places

butterfly farm, buddhist temple, and penang hill

all in a day

love the butterfly farm, it was pretty with

all the butterflies flying around :D

the buddhist temple was kinda scary

i don't dare to take so much pictures

got that fear i also dunno why

had laksa for lunch and also porridge

not really into the laksa but i love ze porridge :D

penang hill later on the in the evening

fck ass brother so kima

gave him my bitch ass attitude

bha trus he post in fb bha. HAHAHAHAHA

childish

had bak kuh teh for dinner with uncle mike and his family

again delicious

have been eating junk since yesterday

juuunnnnkkk oni

bro and dad had to crap haha!

back to the hotel around 9:30

finally bathed and resting

tmrw will go out awhile

today walk around ody so tired

die la when we go KL ==

tahan la, exercise jg parents said

enough la for today

ciao :)

day 1 in Penang

woke up at 9, had breakfast

packed a lil and head out to another brunch at fortuna

eaaat again but light

head off to terminal 2 and waited

sat for 2 hour and 45 min flight

really pening whole way

delayed 20 min and arrived at penang at 4

Uncle Mike is a relative if not mistaken

drove us around went to have dinner

awesome dinner, but sakit perut after that haha

went to uncle mike's place awhile

then went to hotel

settled down and went to have supper lagi

gila makaaaaan ja

before jalan our room door couldn't lock

aik? so ask the receptionist to check

mmg couldn't terpaksa change room

adeeehhh but we put all our stuff out and settled

at least they dnt charge extra cuz its their fault

after moving went to have supper and they talk2

gawd it felt like forever

finish then balik now updating

and mum very fast fall aslp and start snoring

apa lg dad die la tonight, dunno can sleep o not

and theeeennnn

nothing la, should sleep

tmrw's gonna be a long day, and its perfect to distract myself

nights

hello :)

went out together

he go college, i go old school :)

Today 22nd november :)

woke up at 10 plus and waited for bainon

going to take school year book our year pnya!

got there, ckgu Cindy in charge of the book ain't there!

damn but they say she's otw la

she came and we asked

damn she forgot to bring the list who sda bayar!

yeeerrrrr

she say balik tmrw but im not here!

if can i asked sam and tasha to help me take :(

followed them after that cuz bainon had something else to do

im sorry guys! :(

i feel so guilty :(

went to wawasan to have lunch

and Tasha send me back, i wanna patak minyak but she refuse

yeeeeeeee i feel sooooooo guilty for having her drive me home

cuz she wanna go back KK again, IM SORRY!

she dnt let me patak minyak but belanja her makan if we meet again.

ooh okaaay ><

got back on9 kejap

dad blame me for playing internet games

EXCUSE ME

since when i play internet games man!!

ofcourse if lil bro and cousin

geez they play more than i do

if i play pun i dnt play internet gamesss geeez ==

had a nap and got a call from love

ooops forgot to tell him im home safely ><

was half asleep lg tu haha sorry love!

woke up around 5:30

and not blogging stomach making sounds already

dinner now, gonna pack later :)

Yesterday

woke up early morning to study

gawd couldn't get anything in my head

thinking oh gawd im dead==

but during exam had a lil help :p

if yoiu know what i meant hehe

hope i pass! :/

trus pass information to friends

whaaat? ain't sharing is caring? hahahahaha

late finish HTM and told miss Tania im taking hers

in the afternoon, went to segama to buy the fabrics

very damn heavy! another plastic to carry

so much junk

was carrying 1 for DnD, 2 for all my clothes shoes books

3 for the fabrics

after that went to kopitiam to have lunch

went to take exam immediately

since miss say as early as possible

bha 1pm ody masuk and take

nasib! but finish too early

ingat i can't finish fast skali terlampau awal

deeeeeiiiii

took bus to cp to do my hair

i thought it takes an hour buy less than half an hour

DAMN lg la bnyk masa

went to bodyshop after that

spent an hour and half there with Ashley

i wanted to have the colour she's wearing but she

suggest me to make retro look well, okay!

i like the RED lipstick :3

but still i love bodyshop make up ever since i worked :D

after that took taxi to Promonade, PROM! :D

was the 1st one there other than the commities. yee malu sy

lama2 everyone came

took pictures immediately haha

got to take a picture with Aaron, haven't taken one for years!

the performance was awesome!!

CSL sang and his voice makes me MELT!

HAHAHAHAHA his voice is completely and utterly AWESOME

cannot stop looking at him when he performs HAHAHAHA

BUDU

and the lencturers are awesome in dressing up! lawak btl

majority had fun la :)

went to his place after that, while walking up

3 blocks of people living there shouted that Malaysia won in football

hahahaha gila la

masuk rumah trus kna puji, eeeehhh kembang sy :p

very tired walking in heels

the food was not bad but x kenyang laa :/

perut trus bbunyi before we tdr

pnya i malu!!!! he dgr lg tuu astagaaaaaaaaaaaaa

so he sorta force me to eat but eat la jg cuz lapar kan :p

im gonna crave for what he cook for me later on nie ngeeeeh

:3

Emotional yet happy day :)

So the day started off emotional

say this status of his make me like wondering and worrying whats gonna happen

so sorta ask him about it

and it went the other way

if you know what i mean :/

this is cause of what happened few days ago

but everything turn out okay

just too much thoughts

he will always be my one and only :)

was raining, thinking omg cannot go out la nie :(

but it stopped! :D

went out had lunch at SR

i put the thought of the grilled chicken in him

we were both super hungry so HAHAHAHA

lawak la bgila about food food food

he also makin gemuk

enjoying his free wifi :)

after lunch went to walk around

theres this annoying habit of ours

when we have the money, we don't know what to buy

when we don't have that money, we wanna buy everything we can think of

budu oh tau! annoying nie this habit :/

but i bet we're not the only one la

bought sims3! hope it works ><

went around to look for good saloons

and found one, quiet expensive but they say can finish the job in an hour

OH! trus make appointment yes yes!

hopefully can save time :/

got back it rain really heavy

we had to run home in the rain, so got wet

then lama2 it got REALLY heavy

look what happened

sampai masuk rumah bha!

goodness me i couldn't even get home :/

waited for the water to subside and can ody!

but on the way home also teruk :/

trafic jam and the flood is really bad!

only four wheel drive can drive through

most small cars got stuck and couldn't get through

kcian them :(

dad say we haven't had this kind of flood for almost 15 years

wow :/ this is the 2nd worst flood in kk

x tau la true or not hmmm

suppose to study bha nie ==

but im writting my novel

ngeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh

well gtg, wanna install my sims :D

another whole day out

college early morn

and started the last bit of our assignment with Kim

the audio ==

found background and done script

we were counting on Hui to record and transfer

but she busy so couldn't wait nymore

wanna get it done asap

borrowed a friend's phone instead

started recording

damn my voice so fcking bida ==

we were too neutral dunno how to improve it

till Hui say try smiling while talking

OH! it works! thank you Hui! hahahaha

much better! but couldn't burn!

Kim say she try burning tonight

dunno she okay with it or not

she's already done so much :(

im trying to do as much for her as possible

ofcourse how can we leave everything to her.

hope she okay with it laa

ask mum to pick me up afterwards

and went to lunch with her collegues

all the aunty seen me grow up since young so know them very well :)

went to indian shop to have lunch and i LOVE the nasi briyani!

DELICIOUS bhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D

all the aunty2 keep looking at me been saying

" you look so much better now, not as skinny as last time "

i go to mum's office also kna ckp

yeee dnt bha kembang sy :p

but bgs maintain la and don't loose control in eating

stress planning for 21st man.

shhit oh

i have exams till maybe 3 plus then rush to saloon to do my hair

Hui says it takes about 2 hours

fffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

hopefully they fast la cuz need to do make up again

aiyaaaaaa :/

budget again kima.

need to get more cash from parents if can

no more money for shopping in KL la nie :(

suan liao laaa

after work mum made appointment at karamunsing capital

for facial, that shop its new and got promotion so try

it was okay, the lady is nice :D

her chinese is SO good! even though she's sino

very2 good! she's friendly :) i likey

my nose feel so flawless now, knun

HAHA i have blackheads issues so don't mind me

went to bodyshop also during mum's lunch break

she wanna get her bday voucher at wawasan plaza

Lyanny!!! :D so long haven't seen her

yeeee she still so pretty :O

bought herself a mascara, i recomended her the one i like again tu haha

can curi2 use hers then :p

i need a CAR! :O

i say that now later lain tu haha

haven't talk to him yet.

dunno what to talk about or how to start

hmmm still sakit hati la

but trying to put it aside :(

got back around 8 plus was so tired :/

walk here and there and bought myself new launderey!

hahahaha if any of those reading get what i mean >3

guess thats all?

im typing a novel man ==

kthxbye :D

Fine

till i got pissed off of him for not going to college

yea sure its wtf, and telling me not to care?

fine then.

its bad enough have this audio to deal with

and no CD burning software

stress is added

how can one bare so much.

couldn't stand the anger and stress so had to cry this shit out

texted and call me saying sorry

but was still cold to him

im just wasn't in the mood and after what you said

you think i can just let it slide

telling me not to care is pushing me away.

enough

get some sleep if could

tmrw will be another busy day

gonna distract myself.

nights

Kitty kitty meow meow :3

when i was at his place, he went out to see if Lun2 arrive o not and

this lil angel look at him like this while he was

on the phone. AAAAWWWWW

look at that innocent face! i call ze kitty "meow" trus look at me like this

YAAAAAHHHH :3

this is me Wazzy

she's a bitch thats one thing

haha people sayang her she bite and scratches

bad kitty! >:(

im a cat lover so diam! haha

Simple and nice

was doing my assignment half way and hubby called

miss call 4 times hahaha

ask to kluar with Lun2

sure? he okay with it?

yeah why not he said

okaaay! :D

they picked me up

and went to Lintas cyber awhile for their Dota

went to get money in gaya street and went to suria for

9:30pm movie Tower Heist

not bad, its a comedy so quiet funny also la

suprisingly not awkward with Lun2

he's friendly and nice in a way hahaha

sot2 also la all his friends are.

i like :) bkin ketawa and open bha

itu yg syok!

well got class in the morning

will be going to bed soon

goodnight :)

His Birthday :)

didn't really do anything on this day of his

well its fair bcuz he didn't really do anything for me on my bday

haha

but i did thought of buying a cake but

Cidney gave a better ideas instead of cake

so bought him Big Apple

but 3 sja la :D

after class went to his place knun celebrate

but teda la haha

i went nuts wanna geli him

and i laugh non stop for no reason

hahahahahaha sampai kna pukul budu!!

did wish him 5 mins after midnight haha

hmm i remember my bday last year was a disaster

well not completely

kna blanja by someone at 1B

recently been listening to Bruno Mars - It will rain

new song and i love it idk why :D

its so meaningful bha to me la

downloaded a few disney movies from my childhood

Cinderella, The Incredible, Mulan

and looking for some others

like Lady and the Tramp, Beauty and The Beast, Sleeping Beauty

hmmm apa lagi..

all the Disney ones la i love my childhood :D

unlike the kids nowadays

they not only don't watch what we watch last time but

even advance than how we were last time

one 10 yr old kid has a phone

when i was 10 i had a toy phone!

so this is how our parents feel when they see our generation

i see i see. hahahaha

nothing much to update

need to study for my finals next monday

damn! and assignment not finish!

especially the audio thing ISH!

Thursday might be sleeping over at sam's place

and finish the costumes.

thats all i think

chiao :)

nothing

amazingly mum let me test drive her car

saturday night drove to church and drove to his place.

and today drove to D-junction and parking lg

haha

i really need her car on the 21st but noooo

==

am still grieving over the not owning that dress

haih

mcm minta puji sjaa.

haha

went to D-junction to have lunch

it was Hui's niece's bday

we ate and left cuz basically know no one there except hui

got home and watched X-men first class

napped and on9 like hell

while tmrw is quiz.

die :D

Dissapointed

i thought about it again taking that dress

bincang with him

ofcourse he's okay with it infact encourage me to get it

but budget bha!

i still need to buy lens and slipper thats all

for cosplay, mntau they cnt bank in to us how wanna help them buy?

sam also low in budget dy,we bought our own fabric ody that

left theirs :(

then i need to do my hair again on DnD

haiyaaaa stress oh

he really did encourage me to buy

since have enough but i keep hesititating

on that decision

suppose to go KK to see the dress but x jadi :(

he wasn't feeling well

sedih oh

dunno how,

wanna get money from parents pun macam susah if can i get from them

try la. :(

well if cannot i'll just wear my other dresses.

cmon money! fall from the sky eh.

hahahaha

brought my Tea Tree set to their place

haha him and his friend got pimples everywhere

i brought in the right timing ;)

DAMN! i left my pants there! no wonder mcm something missing.

yeeeee

me and sam stress out bout the cosplay

haih, wish they can cooperate with sam

i won't be here for a week :(

if tmrw's function habis awal i can go her place and help her

asap.

wait for me saaaaam! :O

early today

got to college early

followed mum

sat with Leis and Hazel they all

Hui came in afterwards

and with the scary and bad mood face

omg! me and zel also what happen!? ><

takut nie wanna talk to her :(

so i try asking

her look makes me wanna cry!

idk why but i just wanna cry when i saw her that time :'(

at the same time thinking did i do anything wrong?

my gawd what did i do!?!?

whenever any of my friends ignores me i would think like that

cuz it happened before so i dnt like that feeling

eventually i would loose them :(

haih, hopefully she's okay, so worried

:'(

got home early in the afternoon

went to have lunch with mum and back

watch the last few episodes of Law of Ueki and done!

took a nap

assignment trus

thinking i better finish this shit befor deadline and finals

need to study and need to do alot for cosplaying too

got my gaji ody though

but mcm not enough GAH

:(

That moment of flashback

Suddenly having flashbacks

about...that person mostly

miss him suddenly

hmmm

i also miss Brigett :(

she's a friend of mine in Ranau

not close but still i miss her :'(

just dunno what am i feeling right now.

hmmm :'/

i want :(

really wanna put my desktop background this picture

haih but noooooo my family have to be close minded

:3

no cheesy lines, just :3

Tired but enjoyed very much :)

Saturday went out with the gang!

picked up Leisa along to sam's place

a throny plant terkena my leg omg! so gatal!

played with them doggies awhile

Mickey ( the pup i ever gave sam ) grow up ody!

so big oh! just like ze mama :3

so waited for sam to get ready

had a long chat with Leis about alot of stuff haha

catch up ;)

went up to get sam cuz it was kinda late

but we made it to ctmall and gather everyone

went to segama and find fabrics but

all the shops close cuz of hari raya

haiyaaaa!

i feel bad sam have to drive us up and down

in the end we went to megalong and bought our stuff

found what we've been looking for

but the fabrics have to go survey again.

this week this week.

hopefully gaji masuk tmrw!

i need it for ticket, dress, fabrics, accessories, argh!

bnyk la! i dnt think enough for shopping at KL

uhuuuu :'(

bought a pink wig though! HAHAHA

i look so funneh, but sam say with all the make up and lens

people won't notice, true jg hehe

can't wait oh!

she also posted something about our shoes, so hard oh!

but we will do it jg! :D

hopefully it'll be worth it

but overall we'll have fun :D

can't wait can't wait! :3

we still haven't found our Naruto yet!

hopefully Jazz can help. please please ><

got home and rush to bath and pack to go to his place

he's finally back from ranau! :3

spent time together finally

went out today and watch " In Time "

it was okaay, nice also la :)

alot of girls obviously all come to see Justine Timberlake

cuz he's the main character

went for a lil shopping and went home

was so tired

sister came over for dinner

after dinner i rush to my lappy

cuz it was formatted ody by love

need to install this n install that lg. ngeeeh

so yeah here i am

bought Johnny English for parents to watch

since they like Rowan Atkinson so much

haha

okay la thats it, pictures of us in the next post ;)

some friends

another so call friend play with my weakness again

pukima

how can i even call them my friends

when they should know what scares me the most

she send me this link saying like knun

skali its a bloody girls face

scare the hell out of me

ofcourse im pissed

yeah im afraid of ghost or bloody stuff

don't ever fcking expect me to be nice to you if you ever do that to me

i don't care who

very close friends or relatives

you play with my weakness

please get out of my life

unexpected day

short pants to college today! :D

1st time and finally!

so annoyed wearing jeans and i don't like haha!

picture taken by Liaw with Adeline's phone :3

sam asked if i was free, ngam2 finish class

so waited for her awhile and waited till all of them jalan

jalan kaki to suria and met up with sam

had lunch and chatted alot today

hmmm good mood?

well since suria has nothing to walk just walk ja la

haha

sam bought a dress and bought nail polish together

and some other stuff

bored out of our minds went to the beach while waiting for sabby

went to but manggo!

but we x puas hati cuz kna simpan wrong powder and not enough

ngeeeeh biar la

we enjoyed the beautiful sunset!

it was awesome :3

i love it so much, if only our ocean ain't brown

that spoil. heh

3rd of the month again :)

after watching Batman Dark Knight last night

around 11:30pm it was AWESOME!

ngam2 he called

i look at the time, wooo it almost time he forgot nie >D

yes he always forget our day sometimes he remember jg that

and sometimes i pandai forget jg hahahaha

so we're even. ;)

we talked on the phone for 1 1/2 hour man

i can't believe we haven't talk for so long on the phone!

on the phone only, in person can talk as much as we want :3

when 12:01 strike i wished him

he cari calender lagi and check

DEI NA! since when i forget hahaha

he suddenly ask this question uhm

" have you ever fallen for someone while we were together? "

i say NO :)

" what if you found someone better than me? litterally. "

this i really dunno how to answer him

but i would still stay with him :)

plus no one would ever like someone like me bha

look at me ==

im not pretty and i don't have a good personality

i don't dress as pretty as those kind of girls

no make up and don't forget BRACES!

then he say " after take off braces banyak tu nanti "

oh sure, wait till i take off my braces la kan

in like 5 years maybe? thanks for making me feel better

haha

seriously, im the invisible bestfriend type

like you see those 2 bestfriends together right

and all the guys always look to your pretty bestfriend

as if the other doesn't exist

thats how i feel all the time

in college and with my other friends

am just not those type of girls :/

well hope im not alone.

anyways! 15th month! its already november

and his bday is in 12 days!

what to do for him!?!?

last years was a bummer hahahaha

suprise yang SANGAT kuyak >3

really dunno what to get him and do for him.

hmmm

will think of it sooner or later la :)

Happy 15th Monthsary darling

I love you ;)

Happy Birthday mum :3

Mum is now 57 years old! :D

and sis teringat she was 60

how could you! haha

nothing much just dinner with family at home

except bro ain't here, he outstation hmmm

:)

Disrespectful!

cousin's wedding today

only me and mum went

others were busy

suddenly dad texted and ask whats happening

and he suddenly insulted saying that it was crap and it was a bore

EXCUSE ME

i immediately no mood and was very pissed

mum say to him that it was only a blessing

SO WHAT!? you don't have to say it like that and be so fcking disrespectful!

Elly's wedding was also a blessing!

did any of us being disrespectful!?

fuck you very much

yeah i don't mind cursing my dad

cuz he is the disrespectful, unreasonable judging kind of person

you don't deserve my mum i tell you

even if its not my place to say but excuse me la

i really need him since it happened

i wanna get out of the house so badly

i never liked staying at home

tension and stress

i really want mum to get me a car asap so i can get out of here

i just wanna be with him right now :(

A day to remember :)

today is 1/11/2011

and it falls on the day of my cousin's wedding :)

look at the treats! it was awesome! :D

today ain't a good day for everyone

after class we discuss about the role play for our CS2

sampai bteriak2 hahahaha

stress bha and really confuse on what miss want

discussed and stayed in the class awhile till

Mr. Abim comes in

continue discussing it in common room

done all that went to bank get some money

and go eat at kopitiam

makin love to stay there nie!

very relaxing and cooling outside :D

had our lunch there

the nasi goreng ayam is NICE!

woke up from my nap and thought

omg! that fried rice was awesome!

hahahahaha

and just now at 5:30 there was a train accident

near putatan, it hit the oil tank and it was tragic

fire and black smoke coming out

all we can do is pray and give our deepest condolences to those died there :(

did i mention there was a "fight" at kopitiam we had lunch there?

it was A. saw his frustrated look

didn't really look at him

and now he looked for me for comfort.

so yeah, trying my best to comfort him in a not marah way

ngeeeh.

tmrw is midterm! die la

im not studying in fact blogging

i can't study tmrw cuz i have my cousin's wedding to attend

gonna wear a dress to college. ngeeeeehhhhh

kna cakap nie nanti ==

malas sy!

bha yea la enough la. gonna find food again soon.

didn't really eat dinner :/

mum said his lil bro, my uncle

is coming here for holiday with his family

suddenly my room is the victim for his family!

NO!!

this uncle of mine has a fckd up attitude i never like

he doesn't care about his own parents

and his kids are sorta spoiled ==

i don't want them trashing up my room!!!!

MUST aircond again my mum say

WTF what is wrong with my sister's room?

my room, my privacy! alot of my stuff is here lor!

then mum say they thinking wanna give their room to them

but wtf man!

can't they find somewhr else to stay?

since they're rich go hotel laaaaaa

how can i want them to give up their room.

ISH

last2 i give up my room jg nie.

you see la. kima pnya uncle

yeah don't mind me i curse alot even my relatives

who have fd up attitudes.

period

LYB sales today

The bodyshop Love Your Body sales is today

helped out with them gang

almost 12-13 staff in a shop. gawd ==

had fun though but very tired.

ate maggie for lunch

and KFC chicken rice for dinner

just now supper again. goodness

makan sampai mati

bought my stuff! like finally!

am happy to buy my own stuff

using half of my money hahahaha

but now bankrup lor :/

need to wait this month's gaji next month.

gaaah! lama lg :(

leg sore, dunno if this time got commision o not :/

Sigh

went to his fb to see his picture when

he and his friends play the bong

was very funny

then had the chance to check his inbox

saw his chat with her

still with "huby and b"

haih

dunno how should i react

just trying to be cool about it

obviously im depress duh.

don't know what to do.

meet ma babies

Kiko being emo, i opened the door in the living room

he sat infront of the door and stare outside. o.o

he had beautiful blue eyes btw. for a mixed Siamese :3

here he is outside! FINALLY haha

this is my Wazzy :3

she's a bitch i can tell you that

haha

why? cuz she mmg is a bitch haha

she wreck things and people syg her she scratches

not rude kah! yeee