Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I don't know why

idk why but when ever i see A
im sorta happy?
can't really explain the feeling
He's a guy and we use to have something
but we're just friends now :)

don't get me wrong
i love my baby boy, i do! :)
i guess he gives me a comfortable feeling like a brother :)
sometimes i miss him though
sometimes hoping to see him in college
just a glimpse and a smile is enough
idk why :)

he can be the person i go to whenever i feel down
or just needed someone to talk to
i can talk to my friends yeah
but idk, i seldom go to my friends i hang with for help
i hope they don't think im neglecting them! ><
just sometimes, only that one person you just wanna talk with.

weird huh? maybe its just me
i don't wanna think so much
i still love my baby boy :D