i also told him what they have said.
later on they started cursing each other through statuses
this was last time.
it suddenly came up in the topic when i was talking to him.
he doesn't care what they say and all
but i do!
they curse each other like that and how do you think that makes me feel!?
they don't realize im in the middle of this.
and what was i doing?
NOTHING.
do you know how pathetic i feel?
how useless thinking what am i gonna do they don't like him
and he doesn't really care.
i know i shouldn't care but they are close to me,
they are also people i love.
i know they mean well, i know they don't want anything or anyone to hurt me but
it hurts soo much to think they don't get along. :'(
its in the past, but to bring it up,
finally the tears came.
can't believe i was this depress before
i try to talk to him about it but he doesn't seem to understand
i can't talk to them too i know how they would react but they can relate to me
i just didn't know what to do.
i haven't cried like this since "that" happened.
after finish crying tonight,
im done.
goodnight
